Friday, November 11, 2011

A Farewell to my Favorite Vampire

I know it's been awhile, it's just that I have IRL stuff now and everyone should be happy for me :D

Still resisting everyone's calls of "Join facebook!" (It wants me to capitalize it. No chance, spellchecker.)

This is a nostalgia post. And also a chance for me to pop the search keywords into the internet.

So today I found myself searching myself again. This happens once in awhile since, secretly (not so secretly?), I am sort of a self important egotist. (But seriously isn't that why people blog, because who reads this shit anyway?)

When I was a lonely, scared little girl in foster care I developed my very own alter ego. Someone who had been through mostly the same shit that I had been through but was strong enough to fight back. Who was lovable and cute but who also had tiny little fangs and tiny little claws for fighting back. I didn't realize it at the time but this character was my escape. I wrote stories about her, drew pictures of her and her made up friends, and eventually she grew and grew until it seemed that sometimes I /was/ her. I wanted to be strong and be able to fight the dark and those who meant me harm, etc.

So the vampire Zenite Sanka was born.

When I was out of foster care and living with my mom for a year until moving in with Jane I discovered I could escape into my little vampire girl on the internet, through the wonder of AOL roleplaying chat rooms. Oh the fun I had with numerous other lively characters. We created a chat room together called "The Vamp Hunters Pub", originally made by our friend Mace, who played a jaded, grizzled old hunter that he dubbed Wyatt. We played together almost every day, typing out scenarios that left us lost to our minds and the keyboards for hours into the night. We met nervous werewolves, quick thinking mages, halarious drunkards, quiet priests, randy demons and all flavors of supernatural that people could dream up. I made friends with Hunter Wyatt, Hunter Jordania (Jordy luls), Vampire Anthony, Marcus the Mage, and Lobo the Werewolf. Serious friends. Anthony and Lobo's mun and I used to do three way phone calls once in awhile and shit on into the night about how life sucks (we were angsty little teens at the time.) The mun that played Wyatt recently got into contact with me and we ran a small roleplaying session on MSN, though it wasn't the same and we quit after awhile.

A large portion of my life belongs with the character that I think it's time to hang up. I'm pretty sure I'm strong enough now that I don't need to imagine her anymore. But still, she's left a fingerprint on the internet that I had to smile about. I had to type this blog post because I feel just so restless about it. Reading the old roleplaying sessions that I happen to have saved makes me feel restless and creative and I have no outlet. Or at least I feel like I have no outlet for what used to be a roleplaying addiction, luls.. Oh, also I feel like I should mention me murder killing my Queen of the Damned and Music of the Succubus Club CDs whilst I was in my teens. Pretty sure I played them until they melted off my CD player (Sorry Megan :o! )

Without further delay, the relics of a buried vampire.

Vampire Anthony's Site

Zen's tiny blip (When I was bad at the internetz)

Zen's Old Old Old Bio

Also it's not weird that I roleplayed. If you'd never heard of it then I'll have you know there are plenty of adults that still do this. Albeit in nerdier and more complex ways now that they are older, ways that include number crunching -shudder-.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Bunnicula Strikes Again

Oh Jesus, I haven't posted in a month and finally when I do it's pictures of animals?

I have become the crazy cat/rabbit lady.

Don't stop there, I took video, srsly.

I made another cake! (yay new piping set)
Everyone eated it :O!
My sister in law's china display
The bit of it I asked her to put in her will for me :)
My favorite tree between Donnybrook and Kirup
A tidbit of information since I have a migraine from shitty because pillows>neck>head>etc. (MiL brought me back a new one today from the 'Big City,' because she cares <3)

I recently (acshully like a month ago, lol living in the country sucks for mail) won a bid on a Zune HD 64 gig media player. I am like so excited and waiting for it to come in the mail soon, week sometime. But I did get my chain mail links in the mail, see I'm gonna try and make a chain mail bracelet 'cause I think I'm up to the job an stuff (if I get bored of it maybe the husband will do it.)

Sad  that the most exciting thing I have to do is wait for the mail to come. Backpacker Laura said if I plan on living in Kirup for a few years I should make some babies to pass the time. Personally I disagree with the idea of popping out a baby just for something to do like, "I'm bored, jeez this would be so much better if I had someone else's shit to clean up every few hours." So no, still no baby plans.

Monday approaches...

Monday, August 29, 2011

Weekend of the Balingup Medieval Fair!

Obligational link to the fair's website.

Scenery from the drive

These scarecrow guys were all over the town

Commercialization >:o
He is pissed like because I bought mead then didn't want it  "DRINK IT :D !"
A taste of Mexico, err...Spain!
A real live blacksmith. His hands were black from working all day ._.

Smug look w/smoothie :)
The burning of the dragon Saturday night.
Scenery from Sunday morning.
Belly dancin!
Yep, he's definitely dead. Skin and bones.

Parade day 2. Better position.

Skippin ladies!
Plague men, my favorite costumes there.

Volunteer drummers :D !
Camel train, cho-choooo
The Grey Company :D
My goofy ass pals :P
Back to Monday :( 

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Pictures instead of words

Alot has been going on lately so I am, alas, too tired to even tell anyone about it.

Instead I will lazily update my blog with pictures :D

Dat sheep at one of my back packer friend's places she is staying at . P.S  Sheeps are really loud.
Dem apple buckets at the sorting table.
In case you really wanted to see them
Harry cat lazing in front of the fire
Milly cat was running from the bunny and flew up the tree o_o
Milly is trying to eat my flower arrangement D:

Bun having a chillout on the rug
Experimental lemon/orange cake thingy. First cake made without any recipe!
Version 2. Now with added cointreau!
Paste sauce of awesome, fresh and home made.
Some trees and shit where we were exploring
Weird cactus growing out top of a car thing
Kirup Cabins! Curently for sale for about 1.5 million
Lots of pretty views :)


Also the Boyanup end of month farmer's market, so the weekend really can't come soon enough. It's like, 'One more apple day, tomorrow is Wednesday then Thursday then Friday, please god no more apples o_o..'